Strong word to be use, for now we share this feeling towards each other, not a very good start yet fair enough. I wonder where will it lead us later.
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Sunday, April 7, 2013
It could be wrong but it could be right
Im still holding, still holding my tought
Im still counting, counting the days that i might regret.
Im still trying,tying to win your heart.
Trying too hard, too hard that i might fall apart.
Still confuse which i should and which i shouldnt.
The more i walk towards it the more further it gets.
Never stop believing that one day you will be mine.
Im still counting, counting the days that i might regret.
Im still trying,tying to win your heart.
Trying too hard, too hard that i might fall apart.
Still confuse which i should and which i shouldnt.
The more i walk towards it the more further it gets.
Never stop believing that one day you will be mine.
Monday, December 17, 2012
StarCrossed Lover
Wish full thinking, you and I are destiny,
Wish full thinking backfired,
As you and I are star crossed lover..
Loving you is asphixiating
Loved by you is intoxicating
They way you make me feel when im with you
Every kisses,every laughter, oh I miss you
Don't cut me out I just wanna be around
If you trust yourself,you can trust me
I will give you space you need
Just don't tell me to leave
You stole my heart you thief!
Do u feel the burden that I carry within
To be the second and always be hidden
To be the dreams and not real
Heart and mind that couldn't synchronize
One telling it's wrong and such a foul
While the other yearning and burning for more
This forbidden love should not take place
My mind disgrace while my heart embrace
I'll keep on playing the waiting games
Even you are not here with me
Because one day I'll be the place you call home
I wish I have strength to build a tower so tall
Lock my self within without a window at all
So that one day I won't see you around
End to this bonding that never can be bound.
From Mai for him.
Thursday, December 13, 2012
will my heart or will my mind
will my heart or will my mind
spoke the truth for me this time
as i wonder how u doing
cause im not doing fine
I stay at most night
just to keep myself straight
somehow it hurts me bad
just to see u act like nothings going round instead
will my heart or will my mind
win this epic war this time?
it could be wrong but it could be right
to keep on trying so you can be mine
but the fact that I love you
can never be change
as my mind spell out your name
while my heart beating in vain
will my heart or will my mind
shall I listen this time?
seems like it doesn't matter anymore
since I couldn't make you mine.
Moment
The moment you know are things i fear in my life
it will change everything onward and everything will never be the same
i should lie to myself just like the other did
cause none of us deserve this
no one taught me i will always get everything i want
but never thought it works for someone i need
someone who there for me at my worst and best
someone i fall in love with
now that you know it makes me wonder will u stay or will u go
cause i know only miracles will save me this time
and im praying at my best it will be now
cause watching u leave are nothing tragedy at it's best
just like a butterfly in a hurricane
if there's a word to describe this i would already told ya
but i guess human are limited after all
trying my best to be the right person for you
i guess it's impossible to become one yet
maybe not here, maybe not now
i'll do anything to keep you stay
until a man limit will redefine
stay and you will never regret
leave and i will never forget
it will change everything onward and everything will never be the same
i should lie to myself just like the other did
cause none of us deserve this
no one taught me i will always get everything i want
but never thought it works for someone i need
someone who there for me at my worst and best
someone i fall in love with
now that you know it makes me wonder will u stay or will u go
cause i know only miracles will save me this time
and im praying at my best it will be now
cause watching u leave are nothing tragedy at it's best
just like a butterfly in a hurricane
if there's a word to describe this i would already told ya
but i guess human are limited after all
trying my best to be the right person for you
i guess it's impossible to become one yet
maybe not here, maybe not now
i'll do anything to keep you stay
until a man limit will redefine
stay and you will never regret
leave and i will never forget
Sunday, October 28, 2012
RM 1 billion to be achieved
Salam and hello to all reader. if i had any actually. haha!
i got this formula to make 1 million ringgit in some time. well to be honest there is no such secret or magic that gonna make it happen. just pure hard work and brain work.
to make it simple lets start the calculation now..
to be honest this is how i set my goal for better living.
actually this concept i learn from how computer engineering people develop the memory of a computer. same size but the capacity of the memory increase through time. few decades ago a pendrive or thumbdrive might only can carry 64mb of memory, but now days we can see a same size with 16gb or 32gb of memory.
so i apply the same method to make fortune.
the count are basic. u just double up from the previous number.
lets start with with RM1000. this kind of money lots of can achieve less than 1 month. small number but can turn super big if u know how to manage it well.
let me show u how the number growth even though u can count it by yourself.
2013- RM1,000
2014-RM2,000
2015-RM4,000
2016-RM8,000
2017-RM16,000
2018-RM32,000
2019-RM64,000
2020-RM128,000
2021-RM256,000
2022-RM512,000
2023-RM1024,000 (we call this as break point)*
2024-RM2048,000
2025-RM4096,000
2026-RM8192,000
2027-RM16348,000
2028-RM32,768,000
2029-RM65,536,000
2030-RM131,072,000
2031-RM262,144,000
2032-RM524,288,000
2033-RM1,048,576,000
ok that's enough..hahaha i just let it the count end at 1 billion ++.
well in 21 years u can make RM1000 to be RM 1 billion. some people can do faster.
depends on how u invest and time related business.
the first 10 years is the struggle year for me. cause u still young and economy still not stable. to be honest it is quite hard to achieved if u do it alone, the more people u can gather to achieve the 1 million the better the chances. cause u can cut the years to half. 4 people another half. 8 people another half. u guys surely can do the basic maths.
but how the hell u gonna increase 100% from the previous one? up to you to think about that.
100% in a year quite tough. but if u devide in months the growth actually just 8.334% in months.
if you already 1 million cash should be piece of cake for u to make ur 1 billion which need lots of patience and hard work.
for some people this idea must be insane or something. this is my way. I always remind myself to stick to the plan. for sure you can't focus on one business to push ur first 1 billion. that's why i said up to you guys.
i got this formula to make 1 million ringgit in some time. well to be honest there is no such secret or magic that gonna make it happen. just pure hard work and brain work.
to make it simple lets start the calculation now..
to be honest this is how i set my goal for better living.
actually this concept i learn from how computer engineering people develop the memory of a computer. same size but the capacity of the memory increase through time. few decades ago a pendrive or thumbdrive might only can carry 64mb of memory, but now days we can see a same size with 16gb or 32gb of memory.
so i apply the same method to make fortune.
the count are basic. u just double up from the previous number.
lets start with with RM1000. this kind of money lots of can achieve less than 1 month. small number but can turn super big if u know how to manage it well.
let me show u how the number growth even though u can count it by yourself.
2013- RM1,000
2014-RM2,000
2015-RM4,000
2016-RM8,000
2017-RM16,000
2018-RM32,000
2019-RM64,000
2020-RM128,000
2021-RM256,000
2022-RM512,000
2023-RM1024,000 (we call this as break point)*
2024-RM2048,000
2025-RM4096,000
2026-RM8192,000
2027-RM16348,000
2028-RM32,768,000
2029-RM65,536,000
2030-RM131,072,000
2031-RM262,144,000
2032-RM524,288,000
2033-RM1,048,576,000
ok that's enough..hahaha i just let it the count end at 1 billion ++.
well in 21 years u can make RM1000 to be RM 1 billion. some people can do faster.
depends on how u invest and time related business.
the first 10 years is the struggle year for me. cause u still young and economy still not stable. to be honest it is quite hard to achieved if u do it alone, the more people u can gather to achieve the 1 million the better the chances. cause u can cut the years to half. 4 people another half. 8 people another half. u guys surely can do the basic maths.
but how the hell u gonna increase 100% from the previous one? up to you to think about that.
100% in a year quite tough. but if u devide in months the growth actually just 8.334% in months.
if you already 1 million cash should be piece of cake for u to make ur 1 billion which need lots of patience and hard work.
for some people this idea must be insane or something. this is my way. I always remind myself to stick to the plan. for sure you can't focus on one business to push ur first 1 billion. that's why i said up to you guys.
Thursday, March 1, 2012
29 Feb
well...tahun ni tahun lompat lagi bagi kite semua...x ada apa2 special pun tahun ni..maybe x ada lg kot...perhaps something special akan jadi..who knows rite? life full of surprise orang kata..
cakap pasal 29 feb yang cuma datang 4 tahun skali buat aku fikir...4 tahun lepas apa jadi...
sgt beza kot life dulu ngan skang...so bile fikir2 balik..apa laa plak akan jadi 4 tahun akan datang..
so ada few prediction aku letak...well general prediction je..normal things
1.70% dari kawan aku dah kahwin...which kiteorg dah umur 27 time 2...
2.99% dah abis belajar =) aminn
3.masa lepak maybe x ramai mcm dulu dah...maklum laa ramai dah kahwin
4.sume dah kire dewasa...so hal2 bercerita pun maybe lebih dewasa?
5.time 2 maybe zaman ziarah2 rumah member..maklum laa skang nak ziarah sume dok ngan family lg rite? so mcm segan skit nak lepak lama
6.kewangan masing2 aku assume dah mampu milik rumah or dah mula menyewa...kereta pun masing2 dah mampu milik hasil titik peluh sendiri
7.adik aku dah abis skola..perhaps dah kat university
8.kakak aku yang 2nd pun maybe dah kahwin dan ada 2 org anak kot.
9.ada berlaku kematian pada org yang kite rapat..maybe...4 tahun mcm2 leh jadi woo
10.maybe aku pun x wujud dah utk update blog ni hahahaha
apa pun just prediction je....masa byk ubah benda kot...
people come and go
anyway...perubahan aku harap pada diri aku lagi 4 tahun ialah..
1.Bisnes makin maju...so mampu tanggung family dah
2.x ada bangun lambat dah..maybe skali skala je..x ada la mcm skang
3.lebih religious person dari skang..aminnn
4.have someone utk planning masa depan..ehem3.. maksud nyer dah ada gadis sudi trime aku kot? LOL
senang cerita harap semua lebih baik dari sekarang...makin banyak ilmu dan beramal dengan ilmu tersebut
kepada yang berkenaan,
agak2 camne laa lagi 4 tahun eh...wonder if ko dah cukup matang or x =). silap2 x ada apa2 jadi pun =="
but sifu aku suruh fikir positive...so as optimism people aku take it positively!
life live to da fullest everyone!
Less Than Three,
Xellakem
cakap pasal 29 feb yang cuma datang 4 tahun skali buat aku fikir...4 tahun lepas apa jadi...
sgt beza kot life dulu ngan skang...so bile fikir2 balik..apa laa plak akan jadi 4 tahun akan datang..
so ada few prediction aku letak...well general prediction je..normal things
1.70% dari kawan aku dah kahwin...which kiteorg dah umur 27 time 2...
2.99% dah abis belajar =) aminn
3.masa lepak maybe x ramai mcm dulu dah...maklum laa ramai dah kahwin
4.sume dah kire dewasa...so hal2 bercerita pun maybe lebih dewasa?
5.time 2 maybe zaman ziarah2 rumah member..maklum laa skang nak ziarah sume dok ngan family lg rite? so mcm segan skit nak lepak lama
6.kewangan masing2 aku assume dah mampu milik rumah or dah mula menyewa...kereta pun masing2 dah mampu milik hasil titik peluh sendiri
7.adik aku dah abis skola..perhaps dah kat university
8.kakak aku yang 2nd pun maybe dah kahwin dan ada 2 org anak kot.
9.ada berlaku kematian pada org yang kite rapat..maybe...4 tahun mcm2 leh jadi woo
10.maybe aku pun x wujud dah utk update blog ni hahahaha
apa pun just prediction je....masa byk ubah benda kot...
people come and go
anyway...perubahan aku harap pada diri aku lagi 4 tahun ialah..
1.Bisnes makin maju...so mampu tanggung family dah
2.x ada bangun lambat dah..maybe skali skala je..x ada la mcm skang
3.lebih religious person dari skang..aminnn
4.have someone utk planning masa depan..ehem3.. maksud nyer dah ada gadis sudi trime aku kot? LOL
senang cerita harap semua lebih baik dari sekarang...makin banyak ilmu dan beramal dengan ilmu tersebut
kepada yang berkenaan,
agak2 camne laa lagi 4 tahun eh...wonder if ko dah cukup matang or x =). silap2 x ada apa2 jadi pun =="
but sifu aku suruh fikir positive...so as optimism people aku take it positively!
life live to da fullest everyone!
Less Than Three,
Xellakem
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